Terrorizing the Spirit of Nation

Be it in Ahmadabad, Bangalore, Hyderabad, Delhi or in Mumbai. I don’t know when this terror is going to stop. The sorry state of affairs in the country is taking its toll, not only in the form of thousands of lives which we are losing every year but also in the form of fear which is creeping deep inside us. And to top all, it has exposed the shameless greed of various stakeholders of our nation.

Our country has become a pimples brothel where anyone can walk in at any time, spurt some shots and then walk away as per their wish.

The home minister, to fight back the serious allegation about his incapability in handling the home affairs, announces in the public before the national media about the minute details of the program of dispatch of NSG team from Delhi which is aired live by our breaking news obsessed media so that the terrorists holed up in Mumbai may get the information to plan their move. The channels beaming live telecast of commandos being air dropped, which is being seen by the terrorists in the Nariman House.

I am sure they must have laughed loudly on our country and the way it is functioning. For politicians it is more important to prove (that too falsely) that they are not cleaning the Italian toilets in Janpath, even if it means putting the lives of few more commandos at stake. For news channels it is more important to give the ‘first news’ or ‘breaking news’ or blah blah news even if it means there would be no one left to hear those shit.

What more? After ‘performing’ their duties, our journos and politicians will dig out 3-4 words like resilience, tenacity, spirit from dictionary and then they will be overused till a new terror attack occurs, a new place is destroyed, few more men have died and a new ‘spirit’ comes to limelight. They don’t know that we don’t have any spirit left. it is just we have to choose between certainty and probability, livelihood and bomb blasts which is not a choice at all and that is why we are forced to display this spirit.

For sure we are heading in a dark tunnel that too at high speed, just hope that there is no dead end in it.

Sometimes i feel alone....

Once i was lying on bed like any other day trying to sleep,a thought disturbed me,"why do i feel alone sometimes?". I tried hard to squander it but failed miserably.More i tried to get out of it more it attracts me.

After a deep thought,I worked out that I have everything, family, best pals with whom i share my feelings and who are always there for me ,Even then sometimes i feel like i m alone.

Life is an interesting game as i see it. Person grow up in due course, make many friends but there are moments when he/she feels loneliness. Its like you are in ocean with enormous amount of water and you are thirsty. Even though you have many friends but no one really understand you.On that thought,my conscious mind raises its eyebrow like asking me is it true?.........................Am i Really alone?.....But Why......................................??????

Is it that I don't have any choice
or

Is it that I like to be alone!!!!!!!!!

Answer to this question will be of great help to satisfy our mind which up to now is just thinking about the effect but not the cause of it.
What I feel the reason for this dilemma can be that we, as person, like to be alone sometimes.We all want some time to reflect to our past which is not done by sharing with anybody.Now if we ourselves want to be alone why do we feel helpless at those moments.Though this is very subjective to say but when we reflect to our past,we do most of the time for dreadful moment(like heartbreaks,failure s etc....).And at that time we search for someone to share but even if we have someone,we have nothing to .Fear of those displeasing moments is eating us from within and we just want it to go away..And we feel ourselves in predicament,confused,with no light of hope.What trouble us more is not those displeasing moments but thinking about that.There is no end to this mental conflict until we realize that it is normal to be alone and there is nothing to worry about that.This change in our preconceived notion is crucial if we want to transform those horrifying moments into pleasurable ones.Then one day you will recognize that you have wasted a valuable part of your life worrying unnecessarily.