Sometimes i feel alone....

Once i was lying on bed like any other day trying to sleep,a thought disturbed me,"why do i feel alone sometimes?". I tried hard to squander it but failed miserably.More i tried to get out of it more it attracts me.

After a deep thought,I worked out that I have everything, family, best pals with whom i share my feelings and who are always there for me ,Even then sometimes i feel like i m alone.

Life is an interesting game as i see it. Person grow up in due course, make many friends but there are moments when he/she feels loneliness. Its like you are in ocean with enormous amount of water and you are thirsty. Even though you have many friends but no one really understand you.On that thought,my conscious mind raises its eyebrow like asking me is it true?.........................Am i Really alone?.....But Why......................................??????

Is it that I don't have any choice
or

Is it that I like to be alone!!!!!!!!!

Answer to this question will be of great help to satisfy our mind which up to now is just thinking about the effect but not the cause of it.
What I feel the reason for this dilemma can be that we, as person, like to be alone sometimes.We all want some time to reflect to our past which is not done by sharing with anybody.Now if we ourselves want to be alone why do we feel helpless at those moments.Though this is very subjective to say but when we reflect to our past,we do most of the time for dreadful moment(like heartbreaks,failure s etc....).And at that time we search for someone to share but even if we have someone,we have nothing to .Fear of those displeasing moments is eating us from within and we just want it to go away..And we feel ourselves in predicament,confused,with no light of hope.What trouble us more is not those displeasing moments but thinking about that.There is no end to this mental conflict until we realize that it is normal to be alone and there is nothing to worry about that.This change in our preconceived notion is crucial if we want to transform those horrifying moments into pleasurable ones.Then one day you will recognize that you have wasted a valuable part of your life worrying unnecessarily.